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[247] Of moving on II

Life goes on. Everything seems to be as usual, at least for me despite the loss of two friends. The weather however doesn’t help a lot. It’s gloomy outside early in the morning. And right now, Ann Arbor is very foggy and visibility is estimated merely 100 meters. I could barely make out State St. from C-House.
I shouldn’t be affected by this tragedy but somehow, it’s depressing to acknowledge the fact that you’ve lost two persons that you know.

The Michigan students on the other hand are gearing up for the upcoming election. And it’s too early for me to make up my mind on which should receive my vote. The criteria meanwhile is set.

p/s – PAS has finally unveiled its plan for the establishment of an Islamic Federation of Malaysia after more than five years of saying it will do so. Strategically, PAS can say goodbye to the upcoming Malaysia’s general election though quite possibly they will retain Kelantan and Terengganu, at a reduced majority.

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[246] Of moving on

What is this pain that I feel?
Why must I suffer what I feel?
For it is not me who bleeds,
It’s not me who should be healed.

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[245] Of overwhelmed with attention

The Umich Malaysian Students’ Association is overwhelmed with attention but unfortunately and sadly, it is for the wrong reason.
As the dust starts to settle down, details are coming in. One of them is at Kirah’s. Sorry, it’s in hybrid Malay but it is still readable for most parts.

The earliest reports were reported by the Michigan Daily and by the Ann Arbor News.

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[244] Of losing friends

Two fellow Malaysians in Michigan have just died from a traffic accident. A source said they were trying to cross the street.
I can’t remember when the last time I said hi to them but I hope they are rested in peace.

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[243] Of strive for ideals is the purpose of life

All of us need to have an ideal. It doesn’t matter what it is as long as it is something because ideal is an objective for our life. Life is like a mission and a mission needs an objective. Without it, a mission is useless and so does life.

Irespect a person with ideal. I see an idealist as someone that believes in something rather than wandering pointlessly while doing nothing other than life’s mediocre chores. A person without an ideal is a person without a goal.

An ideal is something that pushes us towards a particular direction. May it for better or for worse, sooner or later and even if we fail to reach the goal, deep in our soul, we could, later in life rest comfortably knowing that at least we did something. Again, for those without one, I can only wonder what do they really care other than the typical and trivial matter of life.

To believe in an ideal is to try to bring the ideal to life. It is true that believing and practicing are two totally different stories but yet, we need to try as hard as we could to practice it. In practicing it, in few times, we will need to go against our ideal. This is acceptable because sometimes, an ideal is simply an ideal; parts of the ideal are impractical. This is one of the dilemmas the Greens are facing. The Greens prefer a world without pollution. In spite of this, they realize the fact that development cannot be stopped. In order to solve the dilemma, they made a compromise with their own ideal and took a middle path – sustainable growth.

An idealist should be broad-minded and willing to listen to others. The worst kind of idealist is a fanatic and this breed is no better than an idealess person. This species of extremists pulls the curtain and close their window to the world outside, refusing to see what others have in store. At the same time, they force the world to bow to their will. It is hopeless when someone tries to influence other while he or she is bigoted to a view. Worse than an idealess, a bigot is a selfish closed-minded rodent.

Stooping as low as a bigot, a rebel without a cause is another miserable being. There is nothing bad about being a rebel but in being one, ideal must closely follows behind. Without it, a rebel is simply a worthless but dangerous anarchist. This is the main reason why I hated the so-called reformasi movement back in Malaysia. Their goal was simply to free Anwar Ibrahim and no more; their reformation fell short of that, lacking substance and all. At the same time, many reformasi supporters called for a change but never giving out an alternative to the current system. For this, they deserve no attention.

Fortunately for the movement, somebody with a sane mind gave life to it and subsequently, after a period of maturity, the post-reformasi movement has changed their goal from merely freeing the former Malaysian Deputy Prime Minister to creating a freer society. If it were not for the idealist, the reformasi movement would surely be dead by now.

p/s – It’s sad to see even Saudi Arabia can no longer be considered safe. A few hours ago, Riyadh suffered a second bombing in less than twelve months. I just wish somebody would nuke the whole Mideast. Half of the world problem would then be solved easily.