{"id":35,"date":"2002-02-10T08:45:44","date_gmt":"2002-02-10T08:45:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/maddruid.com\/wp\/?p=35"},"modified":"2007-01-15T22:52:39","modified_gmt":"2007-01-15T14:52:39","slug":"33-of-im-alone-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/?p=35","title":{"rendered":"[33] Of I&#8217;m alone II"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;He held a knife high up in the dark.<\/p>\n<p>He needed to be alone. I don&#8217;t need anybody else. On the bed, he saw his best friend, his only friend sleeping quietly, looking as innocent as a newborn. How kind of him to me. He has been helping me to live a colorful life. He encourages me to live on when i needed death, he opens my eyes to a kinder world, showing to me that there&#8217;s more to life than just cruelty.<\/p>\n<p>The knife went up, higher, trying to search for a greater momentum. The force needed for the blunt knife to force through the skull will be great. I need more momentum. Higher still. Higher.<\/p>\n<p>The knife was at its greatest potential energy. All his muscles were ready for the final blow. All was ready.<\/p>\n<p>What are you doing? He heard another voice. A more kinder voice. I need to be left alone. I don&#8217;t need him nor you. We are part of you. If you kill him, you&#8217;re killing a part of yourself. No, that&#8217;s not true. That was the final words that he ever spoke to his third self.<br \/>\nThe bed was red and wet.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m free, he thought&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;He held a knife high up in the dark. He needed to be alone. I don&#8217;t need anybody else. On the bed, he saw his best friend, his only friend sleeping quietly, looking as innocent as a newborn. How kind of him to me. He has been helping me to live a colorful life. He [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fiction"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maddruid.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}