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[53] Of mnoorsha

I’m having a cold for the first time since a very long time. I’ve never felt this bad. I hope the ongoing Human Genome Project will manage to overcome the flu virus.

I’ve finally constructred a new portal for The __earth Inc. It’s at http://www-personal.umich.edu/~mnoorsha.

While doing that, I accidentally got into somebody else’s computer. Hey, if you are reading this, I’m sorry.

I hope that was a shared folder.

Don’t blame me, blame the AFS insecured file sharing program.

By the way, it was a mistake…

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[52] Of the semester closes its curtain

The semester is nearing its end and I feel I’m not ready for the end to come just as yet. It surprises me how fast time can run but of course, literally, time runs around the rate of 300 000 000 m/s but casting science asides, I cannot believe it’s already April 2002. The last time I realize that time actually run was roughly more than a year ago, back in Malaysia. Back then, I was sad to know that nearly all of my closest friends are heading to places where I won’t be around twenty four seven. I was afraid as there will only be me in Michigan with no one else to hang around with to plus and minus the girls but even now, I rarely see them physically. Nevertheless, my fear was unfounded as I found new friends here and I do have one of my ex-schoolmate to watch me over now and then.

Yet, I can’t imagine the day that I will hear “Hafiz, you are graduating!!!” Imagine, Khateeb saying that. “Hafeeeeeeeeeez, you are graaaad-uating!!!” Arabs…Wait a minute, he calls me by my father’s name. “Shaaaaaaaams, you are graaaad-uating!!!” I will miss him a lot once these undergraduate years end.

Graduating is hard, emotionally.

Back in the Malay College, I cried on the last day of school. I know I shouldn’t have but the tears were hard against my psychological bulwark.

Back in August 2001, I visited the airport nearly each day and it that visits cost me nearly RM 40 each day. Imagine, the want of seeing my friends for the last time managed to overwrite the economical sense in me.

Forwarding to 2005, I will never be able to bear the feeling of losing a place that I’ve fallen in love with.

Seeing the future is a love-hate relationship. Of course I want to earn my degree and graduate but leaving the beautiful Ann Arbor is something that I do not want to foresee.

Last week, I ate an early dinner at South Quad which is just across the street. As usual, I represented my Mcard to the machine and entered the dining hall casually. The menu was poisonous as usual but accompanying the menu was Frosted Devil Food – my favorite cake.

Routinely, I took a glass of chocolate milk and a glass of orange juice to challenge my taste bud. Once everything was on my tray, I moved on to the seat and pleasantly smiled upon seeing Unmesh and Khateeb were still eating their dinner. Routinely again, they were fighting but this time, the argument was about something serious. It was about the Mideast conflict. Unmesh presented an interesting point against Khateeb but my ears were deaf and heard nothing but the sound of my mouth chewing.

Here in Michigan, the Israeli-Palestinian issue is something that affects the students’ everyday life. Last week, even the CNN came to Ann Arbor to report about the students’ protest at the Diag.

Israel’s Borders

The current situation in the Middle East is grave. Never in my recent memory have I heard a confrontation as serious as now. With the Second Intifada going at full steam, the Israeli government is forced to retaliate but their retaliation has gone too far. They invade the Palestine’s trust territories and kill innocent victims.
Israeli tanks fight against Molotov cocktails throwers, jet fighters against useless rifles. It’s just an unfair fight but in these scenarios, justice has never been the term that the pro and the antagonist searched.

I do remember one fine afternoon, I was watching an interesting show on CNN and suddenly the giant news feeder (a.k.a. manipulator) interrupted the program in favor of breaking news related to a suicide bombing at a pizzeria in Tel-Aviv.

Disturbed, I switched off the television and prayed for a better world.

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[51] Of where art thou Vega?

I can’t believe I messed up Scorpius with Sagittarius.
I can’t believe I forgot Vega.
I can’t believe I did extraordinarily good for the spring skies but forgot some of the important constellations during the summer skies.

Fair use. Unknown origin.
I was blind without Orion and Polaris refused to guide me well. Constellations List
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[50] Of sophomores’ weekend

Lo and behold, with nothing write, I’ve decided to go against one of my own rules. This is one of of my diary entries. It doesn’t mention anything about my feelings so I guess there is nothing for me to be scared of about revealing this entry.

8th APRIL 2002

Last weekend was fantastic. On Saturday, Fer invited me to join him for shopping at Briarwoods. Epol also tagged along with us.

As usual, being environmental-conscious sophomores (actually, it’s the only transportation we can afford), we took the bus and it cost me roughly USD 2 for the to and fro ticket. The journey took maybe about half an hour but once we got there, the fun began. First stop was the music store. Fer bought a disc man for USD 60++ but that was not the thing that I am highlighting. In the store, we practically reviewed each and every movie that is being sold there. The store was huge and it took us probably nearly an hour before we said, “There are some cool movies in here…” The salesperson was about to assist when he realized what we were really doing. After that, we toured Briarwoods and helped Fer chose a shoe. I myself bought a yellow Wolverine t-shirt for USD 10. AND, I bought an ORIGINAL computer game. Impressive huh?

Soon, we got tired and went back to campus at 1600 hrs. To our surprise, Saturday was Hash Bash Day. A lot of people were gathering at the Diag and elsewhere. The State St. was full and I think I couldn’t possibly picture how the Main St. looked like.

Basically, Hash Bash is a day when people celebrate a day of Marijuana or also known as hash. At the Diag, there were a lot of people smoking hash and there was a group of people playing the drum or something. I must say, hash smells good although I didn’t try it.

Police personals were almost everywhere, overseeing the event so that there will be no serious drug offenses being conducted at the Diag.

Despite the heavy presence of police officers, people just ignored the police and did their things. There were a lot of cute dogs walking and playing around. Some students also played something like “sepak raga” but with a sort of softball. Even fewer played Frisbee.
Bored and realizing that it was a nice day, we decided to give the Arb a visit. Exhausted, we rested at my room before heading to Oxford to start our exploration of the Arb.

At around 1730, we walked to Oxford and from there, the Arb was just across Geddes St.

The Arb was marvelous. Greens cover it floor and the trees seem like they dressed for us although the leaves are yet to be reincarnated. Not to forget, the sky was magnificently bluish with little groups of cotton-liked white clouds decorated the high ceiling.

We followed the dirt path and walked slowly while talking to each other about our dreams and ambitions, friends etc.

With little effort, we reached the river, situated downhill. This was my first time of actually being so near to a river after so many months. Huron River is beautiful. Its water flows endlessly without any stains of man-made stuff. There were just fresh water, dead branches, rocks and some fishes. The smell of that peaceful area was stimulating. It was a smell that I haven’t had the opportunity of experiencing since a very long time.

We walked upstream, toward the University Hospital, constructed on a near the edge of the Hill Area. With nothing to do, we climbed a brick stair leading us up to the top of the hill. Our energy was taken away from us but the reward was satisfying; the view of North Campus from the top of the hill was breathtaking and thus being without much energy, we were simply breathless. We settled down to catch our breath and while doing that, Fer made a joke about Physics. He said that we lost our energy but Epol and I, being a little bit excited for adventure said we also gained energy. With no intention of losing the fight, Fer continued that we lost our chemical energy but the other two members of the expedition in retaliation said that we gained gravitational potential energy.

It was stupid a argument for all three of us knew that we never actually lost any energy. We merely converted it from one form to the other. We laughed and dropped Physics from our petty discussion.

The Sun was setting, making the skies looked pinkish red; it was getting cold, our muscles were full with acid and we were wearing just thin-insulated jackets. Therefore, we were eager to wait for the blue bus to walking all the way back to Central Campus.
Nevertheless, we were also hungry. Realizing there is a restaurant nearby, walked further north and actually reached the Engineering Campus. It was an amazing feat considering only very few people are willing to waste they calories just to walk more than 10 km. In that restaurant, I met up with Fatima, an old acquaintance which I knew from Calculus 2 class and with a Russian guy of which I can’t recall his name. I recognized that Russian guy because he was in my Economics 101 lecture during the Fall 2001 semester. We had a little chat until I actually had to run for the bus heading back to Central Campus.

The day hadn’t come to an end yet.

That evening, I had wanted to go to North Campus to play badminton but Epol somehow managed to convince me to play table tennis at the Central Campus Recreation Center instead. Conviced by him, at 2000 hrs, the previous “Arb Exploring Team” met up at the bridge connecting the North Hall area with the Palmer Field. They were late but to my delighted surprise, Satchi decided to join us to flex some muscles.

Inside, we were disappointed as there wasn’t any spare table for us but nevertheless, we won’t give the evening up so easily. I took up the squash racquets and sweated. I was wet due to my usual high metabolism.

Later, there was a free table for us. We quickly booked that table and had fun until the ball cracked. Not wanting to pay any damage, we returned the ball before we break it into two worthless piece of junk.

At 2330, we headed to the Mug and bought some midnight snacks and we played Daytona under the Michigan Union. Epol emerged as the winner.

At 0000, we joined Wye Khuen in his room.

0200, it was time to sleep.

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[49] Of growing community

The __earth Inc. has grown to 13 members plus a few interested participants who are joining the photographic project. This is a good sign considering that the membership number has grown slowly before the start of March. Joining the community is free and the activities are usually tied to the net only. The organization’s community can be found at http://www.communityzero.com/__earth and at http://beta.communityzero.com/__earth. Join it and help us save the lovely Earth.

On recent news, the photographic project is going fine. I’ve added six new photographs in the gallery section.

My thanks to Fahmi and Mr. Gilmore. More to come after the Naked Mile on April 22nd 2002.